I Never Should Have Taken This So Far...

I remember when you used to be my everything. When I used to be yours. I knew from the moment I saw you that I would love you forever.

And remember that one time when you saw me and you just started smiling, and how you told me that it feels like it should be there forever ?

Well, apparently that's not the case anymore.

You had said we were going to last forever. That nothing could separate us. We would be strong together and just think with our hearts and not with our minds. I guess that was all a lie.

I want you to remember what I told you. I want you to rewind my words like a videotape until the tape unbinds. Until you unbind...

That first step off the edge of reality was the worst. Before that day, I was living in a whole nother dimension, filled with lies and mirages of my own dreams. But now, I'm living realistically. I'm colder and more bitter than ever, and it's all thanks to you.

But the problem is, is that I actually believed you. I let myself be bewitched by your words, not realizing how incredibly feeble and fictitious they were. I've learned from my mistakes. Your intentions were clear. There was just a haze covering my eyes.

I didn't want it to end this way. You don't know how happy I was being with you, believing that this papermache romance could really hold together without any wires or structural support. That our house made of hay could really withstand love's earthquakes.

I guess what I'm trying to say is... it was all my fault.

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I wrote this in inspiration to the song A Year From Now by Across Five Aprils.

It's heartbreakingly amazing. Definitely listen to it, it has such a message. Please tell me what you think ! :D

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